God's Perfect Plan

Another busy Sunday has come and gone. I want to tell you how God blessed me in particular today. This morning, I woke up early and I went to Church..Yes exactly, you read it right I went to Church which I never did for many years. And that's good news right? even my father was really glad when Mom told Him that I finally decided to go to church again every Sunday.To make it short, while Pastor Mandy is preaching the word of God, I don't know what exactly what I am doing I don't even plan anything there's this feeling that I can't described but I did went to Church.

I keep on asking myself why I am here?why??even I myself can't believe why I went to Church??

I prayed, I really prayed, I ask God why? and while I'm praying it feels like God is wrapping His arms around me and welcoming me back to His arms again, all I need to do is accept Him and my heart was really aching, I feel so ashamed to God, after all what I did to Him, after turning away from Him for so many years, He's still there and welcoming me back with His loving arms. I already can't control my tears that they started falling from my eyes. I ask for forgiveness and ask Him to changed my heart and my life. Now I know, I never plan anything.. but I am there. I never plan but God did.. It was He's perfect plan for me, I was there because He wants me to be back to in His loving arms and I am very welcome, it was never too late. Thank you Lord for your goodness.

For showing me today how you truly love me despite of all the wrong things I did. Thank you Lord. Let your will be done Lord and let my heart and my life changed and let me be with you in your kingdom.